truth be told, no mas, no mas!

Hay mi gente! I was doing my eldest daughter's hair and I feel so upset with myself that I can scream!!  Bueno, I put a texurizer in her hair about 6-8 mths ago for the first time cause a couple of friends told me that it wouldn't change her texure just soften it.  My daughter has ALOT OF HAIR! Not so much long but over her shoulders and really poofy! Anywayz, I put it in. And at first I love it and it was awesome and yes like they had said it did not change her texture.....so I thought! I did not want a  relaxer cause her hair didn't need it. Being that my daughter is half black and half rican (on my side) her hair is big and poofy rather than corse, u know pelo malo. It's more thick and curly.  Now, my mistake was finding easy ways to do her hair....Easy is not always the best way! Anywayz, the last relaxer I put in her hair was in September of 2010 and I now see the errors of my sanganeria! dumbness!  I washed her hair today and cause I was tired I put in twisties which she has had done in her hair many times before and they come out full and bouncy and shiny. I realized her hair was shorter, uneven aaaannnnddd thinner.  AVEMARIA PURISIMA! LE DAN~E EL PELO! OH HOLY MARY I MESSED HER HAIR UP! OH I am so angry about that cause her hair looks like I cut it sooooo. I talked to my daughter and showed her the difference of when her hair was full and now and she was so dissapointed so we decided to end the MADNESS! and go completely NATURAL! I explained that she didn't need the chemicals in the first place and that they are messing her hair up.  What a lesson to me cause it explains why my hair won't grow back to its original state cause of the constant chemicals burning my  pelo bello, nice hair wouldn't let it florecer, flourish!  This is proof that I have to continue my hair journey to Naturaleza, Naturality.  I know for my daughter it will grow back cause I just started this year with the whole chemicals  thing so it gives me hope that it will get back to narmalidad, normality, rapido, quickly! Compared to me it will take some time!
Te digo que me duele saber que tiene el pelo mas corto de la cuenta!  I tell you tha it hurst me to know that her hair is shorter than evah! Ahora I have to go through the hair journey with my daughter which is nice to see the results.  Bueno my next blog will be on some backgroung info on being Piel Morena,  dark skinned  and Beutiful! Gracias!